I just want to tell you how proud I am of you. You are such a brave little girl. You have been trying to crawl and stand lately. Even though you have fallen pretty hard sometimes, you get right back up and try again. You've also started playing well with your brother Bronco. :)
It fills my heart with so much happiness to see you two bonding. I can tell that Bronco and you are going to be best of friends. You like it when he laughs and when he holds your hand. You think it's hilarious when he's getting his bath and screaming because he hates it. He gives you the biggest smiles of all. When he's waking up from his nap or bedtime he scans the room until he finds you and grins ear to ear!
I almost gave up on praying for us. I was angry and I needed someone to blame, God seemed like the best option, because He's the one I had been begging for months to help. But now you are sleeping well, and your eating is getting better. Your daddy has a job. It's not the best paying job but it's enough to shelter you.
One of the things I have been struggling with is not having a home of our own. When I was a little girl we moved from place to place, never settling down. I have only really had one home and even then it was short lived. They say home is where you make it, but I dream of us being in a little one level home. I'd love a place of our OWN that we can paint, create lifelong memories, and know for sure we'll always have that place to come home to at the end of the day.
But I must be happy for what we have. Daddy, Bronco and you are my home. Even if we don't have a concrete home, I know I'll always have a place in your hearts and you mine. Spring is on it's way and we have so much to explore together! Memories to paint in our minds and fun to be had! I love you baby girl and I'll write again soon!
Love Mom,
ps Daddy loves you too!